...thinking...
Journal Entry: Sat Jul 14, 2007, 5:49 PM
- Mood:
Sadness - Listening to: Something Beautiful - Cauterize
- Reading: Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
I'm sitting here thinking.
Scary, I know.
...but I'm seriously thinking people hate me. I mean, not a single one of my so called friends has called me to do anything. I mean, I still love them to death, because I'm a good friend like that, but sometimes I wonder about them.
I know there's a bit of drama between me and a couple of people, but everyone I've explained those situations to has pretty much taken my side. The one person just was totally wrong in what he did, and if people can't see that, then they're stupid.
The other person...well I won't go there. I still think it was totally stupid to begin with, and my friends know me better than that.
I havent exactly had the easiest life recently. It's now that I really *need* my friends, and right now it seems like I dont have any. Which sucks monkey balls, let me tell you. I know what it feels like to feel alone, and its not a fun feeling.